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Poet, performer, and editor Quincy Troupe was born July 22, 1939, in St Louis, Missouri. His books of poetry include Transcircularities: New and Selected Poems (Coffee House Press, 2002); Choruses: Poems (1999); Avalanche: Poems (1996); Weather Reports: New and Selected Poems (1991); Skulls along the River (1984); Snake-Back Solos: Selected Poems 1969-1977 (1979), which received an American Book Award; and Embryo Poems, 1967-1971 (1974). He is also the author of Miles: The Autobiography (1989), which received an American Book Award; James Baldwin: The Legacy (1989); and the memoir, Miles and Me: A Memoir of Miles Davis (2000). Troupe edited the anthology Giant Talk: An Anthology of Third World Writing (1975) and is a founding editor of Confrontation: A Journal of Third World Literature and American Rag and the founding Editorial Director of Code.
In 1991, he received the Peabody Award for co-producing and writing the radio show The Miles Davis Radio Project. Among his honors and awards are fellowships from the National Foundation for the Arts, the New York Foundation for the Arts, and a grant from the New York State Council on the Arts. He has taught at the University of California--San Diego, and Columbia University. He was the first official poet laureate of the state of California. Troupe lives with his wife, Margaret, in New York City.
Mother
For Dorothy Smith Marshall
when eye was growing up she used to sit in the bathroom, and & every
morning, smoking kool cigarettes, drinking hot coffee, reading newspapers,
a hard toilet seat caressing her derriere, reading glasses in place,
serious as cancer, the way her eyes devoured everything,
finished old newspapers stacked up high as her waistline when she stood
proud, erect, defiant, all of five feet two inches tall in high heel shoes, petite.
she was a pistol when she was young, eyes blazing, boring in
like bullets when her temper squeezed the trigger of her ire
hard, her rage angry scars she raised on me and my brother’s backs & legs.
dealt out with ironing cords that hissed through the air like whips, coiled snakes
about to strike, it was her mother’s influence (she was scared to death of her
mother mama to me & my brother timmy ), who believed in retribution,
payback, fear, to the bitter end we watched mama slap mother around hard,
once or twice, for some perceived transgression, or indiscretion,
but we loved them both deeper than fear itself,
loved mother, mama too, because we knew we were a lot to handle -
my brother & me born to do mischief in a neighborhood full of young thieves,
malcontents, murderers-to-be. You name it, they thrived & flourished there
the good & straight we rejection out of hand as past tense, negro, square
as blocks we played with once until we wrapped hands around straight razors -
so she cracked the whip hard, raised welts on our backs & hardening butts,
legs & arms, kept fear alive in us, to keep us in line, & alive
she always had books around the house, introduced me to poetry & novels,
wanted to be a schoolteacher, raising me & my bother got in the way of that
& as she grew older she left a string of glassy-eyed suitors
in her wake, my father being the first who didn’t make it all the way
home, where her sweet perfume trailed through the air like flowers
blooming fresh in springtime, gardenias of lady day, sometimes
jasmine, or roses, it depended on her mood, but there was always something
about her that kept them coming back for more, time & again,
whatever she had bewitched them with, her charm, maybe,
that could be as dazzling as the smile flashing above her sensuous walk
that beckoned, her step so light she seemed to float through air, mariny-yellow
in skin tone, plum, cushiony lips, splashed bright red & full, smooth,
she called herself a part girl though she was always much more than this,
the she was this, too with a great sense of style. Dressed to kill cock-
robin, could press pedal to the metal out on the dance floor,
she caused head to swivel on necks like spinning tops,
whenever she passed, her fragrance tantalizing nostrils,
trailing behind her like a sweet-smelling invisible plume
she’s in her eighties now, still sits on the toilet stool each & every morning,
repeating the same ritual, only now she doesn’t smoke anymore,
everybody’s gone to the other side on her side of the family mama,
her brothers garfield & allen, aunts & uncles, cousins, her daddy, mine too
men her age still sniff behind her glassy-eyed, whenever she honors them
when she looks their way, still a fashion place, the best of her time, her smile
remains dazzling, her skill to squeeze copper from a penny, squirrel away
money a survivor of the depression, she is tenacious for rainy days,
she softer now, tells me she loves me every time we speak
over the telephone, tells me, with regret, she could have done better by me,
but that’s hogwash, because she did the best she could with what she had,
& that was more than enough to get us through all the madness,
she is still a pistol at 81, has all of her real teeth, too, has outlived all her
suitors except this last one, biff, who, she says, is slowing down at 79,
she still walks with a bounce in her stride, seems to still float across
& through the air, her eyes blazing bore in on you still like bullets
whenever she squeezes the trigger of her hot temper, ire
& eye love her more than eye could ever imagine,
love her far deeper than fear itself
Poem For My Father
for Quincy Troupe, Sr.
father, it was an honor to be there, in the dugout
with you, the glory of great black men swinging their lives
as bats, at tiny white balls
burning in at unbelievable speeds, riding up & in & out
a curve breaking down wicked, like a ball falling off a table
moving away, snaking down, screwing its stitched magic
into chitlin circuit air, its comma seams spinning
again toward breakdown, dipping, like a hipster
bebopping a knee-dip stride in the charlie parker forties
wrist curling like a swan's neck
behind a "slick" black back
cupping an invisible ball of dreams
& you there father, regal as an african obeah man
sculpted out of wood from a sacred tree of no name no place origin
thick branches branching down into cherokee & someplace else lost
way back in africa, the sap running dry
crossing from north carolina into georgia, inside grandmother mary's
womb, where your mother had you in the violence of that red soil
ink blotter news gone now into blood graves
of american blues sponging rococo
truth long gone as dinosaurs
the agent-oranged landscape of former names
absent of african polysyllables, dry husk consonants there
now in their place, names flat as polluted rivers
& that guitar string smile always snaking across
virulent american redneck faces
scorching, like atomic heat mushrooming over nagasaki
& hiroshima, the fever blistered shadows of it all
inked as etchings into sizzling concrete
but you there father through it all, a yardbird solo
riffin on bat & ball glory, breaking down the fabricated myths
of white major league legends, of who was better than who
beating them at their own crap
game with killer bats, as bud powell swung his silence into beauty
of a josh gibson home run skittering across piano keys of bleachers
shattering all manufactured legends up there in lights
struck out white knights on the risky edge of amazement
awe, the miraculous truth sluicing through
steeped & disguised in the blues
confluencing, like the point at the cross
when a fastball hides itself in a curve breaking
down & away in a wicked sly grin posed as an ass
scratching uncle tom, who like satchel paige
delivering his famed hesitation pitch before coming
back with a hard high fast one, is slicker, sliding
quicker than a professional hit man-
the deadliness of it all, the sudden strike
like that of the "brown bomber's" crossing right
of sugar ray robinson's lightning, cobra bite
& you there father through it all catching rhythms
of chono pozo balls drumming like conga beats into your catcher's mitt
hard & fast as "cool papa" bell jumping into bed
before the lights went out
of the old negro baseball league, a promise
a harbinger, of shock waves, soon come
& Syllables Grow Wings There
a blackboard in my mind holds words eye dream
& blessed are the words that fly like birds into poetry
& syllables attach wings to breath & fly away there
through music, my language springing round from where
a bright polished sound, burnished as a new copper penny
shines in the air like the quick, jabbing glint of a trumpet
lick flicking images through voices there pulsating like strobe lights
the partying dark understands, as heartbeats pumping rhythms hip-
hopping through footsteps, tick-tocking like clocks with stopgap
measures of caesuras breaking breath, like California earth-
quakes trying to shake enjambed fault lines of minimalls
freeways & houses off their backs, rocks being pushed up there
by edges of colliding plates, rivers sliding down through yawning
cracks, pooling underneath speech, where worlds collide & sound cuts
deep fissures into language underneath the earth, the mystery of it all
seeded within the voodoo magic of that secret place, at the center
of boiling sound & is where poetry springs from now
with its heat of eruption, carrying volcanic lava flows of word
sound cadences, a sluiced-up voice flowing into the poem's
mysterious tongue, like magic, or fingers of fire dancing,
gaseous stick figures curling off the sun's back
& is where music comes up from, too, to improvise
like choirs of birds in springtime, when the wind's breath
turns warm & their voices riff off sweet songs, a cappella
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